Messages

The messages of your soul arrive at all levels, from big ones which are impossible to miss, and which happen very rarely and in exceptionally significant situations to small, everyday ones which appear from one hour to the next, and which you regularly bypass and ignorer.
Large and entirely visible messages come when you’re so ready for the next step that your feet are already heading in that direction while your mind is still standing there waiting for something to get you moving. At that moment, something happens to you that pushes you forward, something which forces you to do what you should have done long ago. And that’s a message which is easy to feel and experience, and which probably doesn’t contain any great or specific significance or wisdom which would cloak you in a veil of knowledge. Those messages are important, but not nearly as important as the smaller ones which you keep ignoring.
And every day, you pray for help and for an understanding of yourself and the world around you.
Every day, you try to live how this world tells you to, according to its rules. And of course, you’re not happy because the message usually lies in something so small and insignificant for this world that it seemingly has no value to you as an observer.
But it’s a matter of how much effort you put into recognizing the small messages, just like the effort you make almost every day to create new desires and needs and to keep up with the pace of life in this world.
Messages are here for you to live them. They’re not lifesaving formulas which will give you the solutions you so desperately seek at a certain point in time.
They’re indicators of a smaller part of the road at the end of which lies the light you’re looking for. They’re here for you to embrace them and feel them.
Allow them to meld with your being and send you knowledge from within, to light up the way for you from within.
That’s where all the paths you walk down are headed: to you. You’re the only destination that is worthy in this world, each person to himself.
All other things are just external circumstances which force you to feel what you’ve come for, what you’ve chosen to experience along your way.
The infinity you come from is within you, and the only way back is via the door you came in through. It’s here for you, always open, even though you sometimes don’t see it. It can’t be closed, nor can anybody else close it until after you’ve gone through it again, back to where you came from.
When you see and understand that, it’ll become clear to you how close you are to your goal and that you are always already there. Maybe then you’ll begin to truly enjoy your life. Maybe then you’ll embrace it as it is and express gratitude for all the experiences it brings you. Your life is like a quiet wise old man who nobody pays attention to anymore even though he’s the one with all the answers.
So, allow yourself freedom and time, and live, dance, laugh, cry, scream, play, and jump. Rejoice at each new moment of your life. It’s so easy because you’re always next to the wise old man with all the answers and next to the way out. What else could possibly stop you from choosing for your life only joy, in any shape or form?